I found the original lyrics here. I actually bought the remaster, but I haven’t opened it yet. If the lyrics are in there I’ll post the rest.
Song: can’t rely on
Artist: bluebeard
Release: bluebeard
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so you’re the only victim of boredom
I’m sick of these days of frustration
your face doesn’t make things better
I’m trying to get something out of this routine
it’s the same old sun again
being tired is your identity
you’re only pushing yourself to the edge
I’m trying to get something out of this routine
one day you see the light,
the next day it’s gone
it’s up to you in the end